Monday, December 22, 2008

I'm not an asshole... am I?

Finals are done and I'm tired. But, from the looks of things I've managed to balance my classes and job and only had to sacrifice my personal life.

Ahhhhh, my job. I'm starting to wonder if I need to look for a new one. While I enjoy my job and the kids I work with are great I'm not sure right now. I'm having "personality conflicts" with one person I work with. They seem determined to make me look bad. Its more than a little frustrating. Also one of the YCLs is leaving us and her job is open. I know if one of the people who wants it gets it I'll need to quit. Its not that he is a bad guy... its more that he has a "jock" attitude and I can't work for more than one shift at a time with him. That and he tends to be a by the book person. I never get along well with those people. They lack imagination and flexibility.

As for my personal life... sigh. I've met a lot of people recently, had a few dates, and am generally frustrated. While I've met a few people I'd like to be friends with I haven't really met anyone who really knocked me off my feet. I hope that doesn't come off as negative... I'm just looking for something very specific I guess. And, unfortunately, of the two women I've met that have peeked my interest one just wants to be friends and the other is in a relationship (along with other problems). On the good side... hmmmmmmm... well, I'm determined not to start another relationship again unless I'm sure its worth it this time. I guess thats a good thing.

Monday, December 1, 2008

November, month of suck...

So November was a crappy month. Papers galor, tests a plenty, and yes, far to many hours of work. Now its December, time to sit back, relax, pour a glass of sake and get ready for finals. Its kind of like I'm a normal person again with only a single job... creepy.